Sunday, September 26, 2010

Not Where You Want to Be

     Astronauts, pirates, ninjas, knights, all things that people want to be when they are young. When your a child you have the highest aspirations in the world, mainly because you don't know what aspirations are, you are completely and utterly innocent. You have absolutely no clue who you are or what your capable of doing with your life.
     For some of us, as we get older things become easy, we have a good run at things and have no reason to abandon our childhood dreams. Some of us get so caught up in the moment with ourselves and friends that one day we wake up and we're completely lost. As I go about my business day-by-day, the latter is where I find the majority of people to be. Lost. Going to school aimlessly, working at a dead end job, or doing nothing at all but living in the past and dreaming about 'the good ole' days'.
     This is where I find myself. Stuck in the past, unable to move forward, drifting through life without purpose. I have changed for the worst the past five years, and the time has finally come for my own internal intervention. That's where this whole project comes in, for me as much as for anyone who may read this. Expressing my thoughts has always helped me in all of my other endeavors, and with this 'progressive block' issue that seems to effect not only me but others around me, I feel as though I need to do everything in my power to move forward. Possibly helping one or two people along the way.
     So in short, this will be a log of moving forward and reclaiming the dreams that seem to be impossible to reach. A complete transformation of thought, health, perspective, and routine. Time to start the journey.
     Lets see if it finally works Anon.

21 comments:

  1. Lets see if it works indeed. I def. need to get a headstart on some serious change soon, that's for sure.
    I wish you the best of luck!

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  2. Im still just drifting, I dont know what to do. Ive just said "Fuck It".

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  3. I still wanna be the very best, like no one ever was.

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  4. I love pirates and ninjas... the rest can go fuck themselves

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  5. "Life is like a dick: when it gets hard, Fuck it!"

    wa wa waaaa

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  6. dude, you gotta enjoy life, if you keep thinking to yourself that your going knowhere then when your old and nearing the end youll look back and hate yourself and think how youve wasted your life

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  7. interesting read mate. Good luck .U have to learn how to enjoy life with it ups and downs.

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  8. i wanted to be a pro wrestler, but got a poor adn and back problems at 18.

    GL man

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  9. Sometimes being stuck in the past can be good...

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  10. nice, bro

    i need to make some changes as well

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  11. sad, horrid truth of reality. life is a strange thing.

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